I like summer.

It is full of time. Also scary to think about. When I wake up in the morning, I start thinking about what I should do. I should take it easy. Think about why I am doing everything. Going here and there. Working. I tell myself, to save up so that I can take the Al-Maghrib seminar in mid-July on the 40 Hadith An-Nawawi, and I really want to take my family this time. So much to learn. Time. Do not want to waste a moment. To-do lists are no fun. Sure, they help organize. They also leave no room for spontanaeity. We are young. We are privileged. We should not wasted any resources that we are blessed to have. I hate staying at home for too long. I start to feel like a bum. Other times, I am disturbed by the blatant disregard for humanity some people have, in their interactions with one another, and I just want to come home and sit with my mama. My friends who support me. Good support. Alhamdulillah. I'll come back later, InshAllah.